late...late...lazy

i am wondering is it everyone is lazy to do a job....it seems like most of the people like to do their jobs last minutes....well, dont say about other...I myself also one of the kind who like to do job last minutes. Even worse is that i feel like this semester (Y2S3), i am very lazy to attend class as all the class are regarding about theory which i dont know how to describe. However luckily i still have good friends that can help me once a while where they can help me sign my attendance. I really need to appreciate them. I wondering how to appreciate them. Well, this really need to think which makes me tired of thinking

is it ok?

i m totally very very confused...i have been thinking so much tis days since the sad incident happen to me which makes me cant forgot wat had happen to me (25 Jan 2008). i will be remember it forever in my heart. Eventhough i had accepted her apologize, but i cant stop thinking wat she had said to me....it is hurting my feeling. i know it is my wrong to do such inappropriate attitude, however i regretted. I feel guilty for wat had happen...But which human is totally perfect till never do anything wrong? but the word tat she said to me, i will never forget it. however she is my classmates...and i need to face her till i graduated. how can i never communicate with my friend...i totally dont know how to deal with such problem....HAIH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

confused, tired and stress

Sometimes, i feel like letting go of my position as class representative....however after thinking for quite some times, i dont feel like letting go as i like the position so much as i like to help my friends. But i feel like i am not been appreciated by my classmates for what i have done for them for these two years...Comin these mid of the year, i will b in year 3 which is my final year and a stressful year. I dont noe whether to let go or continuing to hold this position til i graduated...God, please help me...i m really blank at these moment. I need guide.